Strange Dream

I saw a strange dream in the midnight.I don't wanna slip it, so I write about it.

There were two buddhist monk in my room sitting on the drower and staring at me.
Then, I' ve realized about it. One of monk spoke to me

"Is it a Buddhism textbook?"

"Yeah, what is your school? Esoteric? Jodo-shu?"

then, another came to me and got too closer to me, pretending to be interested in that book and stroked my body.

I did't like it and left the room and told my sister about it. And I found she also had had same experience.

Besides, that nasty monk broke my mobile phone! I got upset and tried putting them together and save my address book. But it didn't succeed.

Then, I heard the phone ring that was actually the sound of alarm that I'd set in the real world.I got up with strange feelings.

What did those two buddhist monk mean? What does the dream represent my subconsciousness?

The Guru Sentenced Death Penalty

I heard the news that the guru who is the founder of worst cult group in past was sentenced to death penalty. Everybody knew that would happen. Many cases that are in the court that he commited were really cruel collecting top Japanese elites all over the nation, let them invent chemical forces and had it spread in the subway that produced over 500 people casualities, were supposed to be death penalty. He made useless efforts and resistance in the court, saying he was completely innocent and the prosecutor made up a wrong stories with impudent attitude...

By the way, Trying remembering those cases...10 years? where it was?

See, how people forget things such as tsunami, 9.11, etc.

I hadn't remembered any part of his name or his cult since I heard his name on the news.

But I think, it's very natural and common to people. These big events had no relevance with me. Don't you think it is bad? Of course, I am sorry for them who suffer. But I do my own business. I think people who meddle with everything they want to know just only from their inquisitiveness or people who want to show off their knowledge make things more complicated. You can imagine wo easily.

I don't like to meddle the things with halfway curiosity. It's not my fight. I have mine right here.

Amazoner?

Having about 1o new books in my shelf, I've realized that I am wrong.
I'm spending plenty of money on books unnecessarily.
Amazon is always there.
With just click "search", I can find anything that I ever wanted with lower price.
I have to forbear myself because I don't work recently.
Once I left the part-time job, it became harder for mr to come back to work.
What I have to do is to finish my undergraduate thesis by the middle of November.
Besides, along with it, I have to study silly GRE test, statement of purpose and application.
See! I will get a addmission for graduate school in US!

I Got the VISA

I got tourist ViSA to enter India! This is the second time to have VISA of India. First one is student VISA required to live in India as a foreign student, second one is the tourist visa that i got today...for what??

This is for what......I was to obtain the Business Visa at the beginning. But it didn't succeed. Because i needed to get a formal invitation card and a contact. But the oragnization which i would work for put off the date of issue. It takes about a week to get a business visa. I had to give up to enter India with a business visa.

Well...I visited embassy of India yesterday taking almost 2 hrs in the early morning. But something unexpected was happened. The embassy was closed without any notices. I had checked the information in details on website and from the books. There was just a paper said " closed" written by the marker. Why?? Some Indian guys laughed at me... I'm really disgusted and said back them something bad word in Hindhi! (not sure it was suitable words)

And today. I visited embassy again avoinding crowded commuter train. Shit.... There were over 100 people in the embassy asking for visa!! I sighed and waited. After application of visa in the morning , people have to wait to receive visa till 5 o'clock in the evening.

I killed the time with my friends in Shinjuku and got back to embassy. I got the tourist VISA as last!!!

It was long way to make it.

I'm about to leave!!

Hi,there....how have you been??
I'm about to leave Japan....I didn't expect that I took so much time to reach the consensus with the organization. I learnt it is not easy to communicate with Indian people on business. I like them personally, but it is different from business world. They sometimes put off the answer, ignore me, or make a sudden change of their mind at a final stage of the negotiation.

I was totally exhausted about lack of efficiency. But it is the actual situation of the international business world. I have expected them to take the attitude as a member of international society. Is there such a society? NO. We have own culture, way of thinking, or lives... We should not expect the same way as we do. So... we need to learn the diplomatic skills to get along with them and have fun.

I'm gonna purchase the ticket from now. I'm on the edge...there's no time to ponder. I'm not sure I can be good to people and on my work.

I will be in charge of following activities...
　　　　　　　　　
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This is where you would be involved in the organisation. At he moment we are working on starting a “Learners Co-operative”. There will be a panel of persons who have a skill or learning to teach and a list of people who want to learn something. We will facilitate their meeting and help to start the classes. The whole idea is based on the co-operative being able to attract many learners so that the cost per learner is kept down.

This means that we have to do everything we can to inform as many people as possible of the formation of the cooperative and sell the idea to lots of people. We are planning a one-day ‘learning festival’ at the end of March, 2006.

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Uhmmm....too obscure to understand what I would do. OK, think about it later,later.
I forgot to say, I will be back to Japan with perfect Hindhi!

The Libertine

I 've been in love with Johnny Depp since I was young. His latestmovie is coming soon, "The Libertine" It must be wonderful. I think he make the most of his capability in that movie. Its character should be played by Johnny!

He plays a poet who is very strange, eccentric, but exceptional from others in poetry. See this picture! How can I explain! What a beautiful he is!!

From the film,

"He didn't resist temptation. He pursued it."

and this is the line he asked interpreter not to translate.

"Permit me your fair hand to kiss. When at her mouth her cunt cries, YES!"

!!!!!Mao is the Queen!!!!!

Amazing! Yesterday, she showed us great skating with no any misses!!! I was just gazing the TV screen and finally cried when she defeated the queen, Irina!! Thank all the skaters gave me such a beautiful dance! See Mao's smile... and the medal shining gold!